I will look great in this dress!

Hey guys, I'm Jessy and I'm 24. I have borderline personality disorder, depression, anxiety, and PCOS. I also have selective eating disorder. The texture of most foods make me sick. It's VERY frustrating. I'm engaged to the most fantastic person in the universe. We're getting married in april 2013 :D My dream dress is a size 12. I'm a size 18 right now. I'm not doing this just so I will look pretty in it and I'm not doing it so he will love me more. I want to love me and be happy with myself. In 2004, I weighed over 350 but started eating alot less and exercising majorly. By 2007, I was down to 225. I've gained back almost 70lbs since then. According to an ideal body weight calculator, I need to be between 150 and 180 for my height (5'9) and large frame. It's not going to be easy. It wasn't last time. It won't be this time either but with the support of my fiance and friends, I know I can do it and keep it off for good.

SW: 285 (12.10.11)
CW: 273
GW1: 280 by 3.10.12☑
GW2: 250 by 8.10.12
GW3: 200 by 12.10.12
GW for dress: 180 by 2.10.12
UG: Feel and look healthy

*I can't follow back from this blog, sorry! I will from my main one.*





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fuckyeahmovieworkouts: Phineas and Ferb workout! Want to see more workouts like this one? Follow us here.

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Phineas and Ferb workout!

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This is my favourite graphic I made and it has the least notes :)

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  • guys: uh why do girls care so much about being skinny? it's so annoying
  • guys: ew fat chicks
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flatabsandthighgaps: fit-and-healthy-for-tomorrow: MY ALL TIME FAVORITE MOTIVATIONAL QUOTE! I even have it printed out next to my elliptical trainer :)) (via imgTumble) Holy. Crap. This needs to be on every freaking fitblr EVER. EVER. EVER. EVER. EVER. EVER. I could cry, it’s so good.

flatabsandthighgaps:

fit-and-healthy-for-tomorrow:

MY ALL TIME FAVORITE MOTIVATIONAL QUOTE! I even have it printed out next to my elliptical trainer :))

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Holy. Crap.

This needs to be on every freaking fitblr EVER.

EVER. EVER. EVER. EVER. EVER. I could cry, it’s so good.

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justonebreathatatime: realityofhealthy: Not to mention the fact that it’s a full body workout! Source. It’s also really low impact and just asdfjkl; wonderful. :)

justonebreathatatime:

realityofhealthy:

Not to mention the fact that it’s a full body workout!

Source.

It’s also really low impact and just asdfjkl; wonderful. :)

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yourcurvysisters: Submitted by: magnificentlymarred 

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Submitted by: magnificentlymarred 

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Yay internet!

Just got it on in our new loft. Getting back into my routine. Unfortunately I haven’t gone to the gym much and gained a few pounds.





mygoalis140: This is the best thing I’ve seen in a long time! Kudos to whoever thought of it!!

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This is the best thing I’ve seen in a long time! Kudos to whoever thought of it!!

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